I got a job at a restaurant to make some money. I don't make that much money, but I don't work that much either. When am not working I am sometimes too tired or uninspired to the do the things I really want to spend my time doing. Is that a cop out? Am I being completely counterproductive? Should I not worry about the minor for some, major for others, loans and bills I have to really just do what I want to do? Or is that just being completely irresponsible?
I feel like I have become nothing but a greasy spoon of suburban culture. The kind that never left where they grew up, and thinks nothing of being in rehab by the age of 17.
Ok, stop the self loathing!