I suggest everyone takes a glance at and read THIS POST. It uplifted me when ive been pretty down lately. Mainly regarding how ive been spending the majority of my day, and why it took me so long to change that. I have taken steps towards self motivation and have been much more proactive towards how I want to spend my day, my job, which is essentially MY LIFE! It's mine, and if somethings off somethings not right, I am the only person who can change it.
I know I am not living up to my full potential, and that upsets me. I need to change that, and want to change that. If for only the fact that I feel like I will slowly die if I stay the same.
Am I being a downer?