"Im sorry" the tattooed mutli-colored haired woman said behind the counter, without any care or consideration in her voice, "We aren't hiring." She was at Peet's. But she could have been from any of the other millions of places I have been. No shit, you're not hiring. No one is. I really haven't been to a million places. I still haven't been to Safeway, Trader Joes rejected me first, I thought I would give it a few days first before I tried another grocery store.
This is a really interesting time and has made me be way more realistic about money. It's a time when chef's are applying for serving jobs, and when I don't really need that cup of coffee in the morning. It's a time when I go around and around in my head wondering in what direction I need to steer my life. It's kind of fun, kind of worrisome, and also kind of refreshing. Its funny how life changes when structure and schedule goes away. It makes for some very late pajama wearing mornings. It also makes me happy I am not sitting in an office for so many hours. Seriously. I hope I never do that again. Ever.
At some point I need t suck it up, I can't be wishy woshy forever. That's not going to get me anywhere. The great thing about being undecided and about such a shitty economy is that I know, anything I probably choose now, will not be my career. So, it's ok if I work as a server for awhile. Im not going to do that forever.
That's it really. I just wanted to comment.
Cheers-